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(GS3) Home Field: Kizoku Town Penthouse

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Hope:
"With Yukino? It was a lot of fun really. It felt different sure, but we've both changed so I did my best to just keep it all happy and well." She looked out to the sky line, wondering what Yukino was doing in the current moment. She could probably check, but tonight was supposed to only be her and Haruka-kun. "Yeah, I guess we should compare her to the old Yukino right?"

"You know I look back on those days a lot, the ones from a year ago, before all these adventures began and I got thrown into all this. I was both a blessing and a curse I guess..." While she talked about those days from a year ago she envisioned herself in between Miyuki and Yukino. The three of them have changed radically, maybe not as much Miyuki, but she was once energetic and upbeat, the sunshine that brightened up each and every single day. "I really do wonder why this feels so nice... why we keep going..."

Jello:
"That's good. You guys all sort of grew up really fast over the year and some... It's weird to see how you've all changed after all of this..." Hana had her eyes on the window outside while Haruka was staring down at the fireplace, keeping his vision fixed on the flames. The crackle of sparks and flicker of the flame made Haruka's eyes water a little.

"Why what feels so nice- Oh..." Haruka had sort of become silent. Where to proceed with that thought... Honestly, he had a few reasons why. But none of them were pleasant and probably nothing Hana wanted to hear.

Tell her. Tell her.

2/3, Majority ruling wins, I guess.

"Maybe we just got so lost without those we needed with us this past year... I mean, I said it before. Without Yukino this past while, you showing up was some sort of saving grace I guess... I still wish I could patch everything up with her if she'd let me. But..." Haruka bit his lip, sort of holding in his breath. He was tense all of a sudden.

"I don't know. I'm probably not worth much to her now after all that's happened."

Hope:
Well, he felt the same way. That was good at least.

"I guess when I said I've gone to the extent where I cant really turn back, its kind of like that too. You showed up and, well I over committed to the move and... well where is there to go? At least we go together right? Miyuki is asleep now, but I know that if she found out about this, it would just be... yeah she wouldn't forgive me either."

Though, it was a simple act, what could fix all this. "The way to fix this would be to pick either you or Miyuki on my end and for yours, you'd have to pick either Yukino or me. It seems so simple, but I feel something keeping me from doing so...?" Hana wrapped her arms around his and rested her head on his shoulder, now turning to look at the flames which got his attentions. How fitting.

Jello:
Haruka opened his mouth, already knowing who he'd decide on. But that was a lie. Because even if he could make the choice, there were too many chains and black tape blockades keeping him from that. Yukino was right beyond the gate that was locked under key, and all he could was reach between the bars for her.

Hana was on the same side as he was, and holding on his hand, pulling him away from that gate. He could accept that fate, and walk away with her. Never trying to break down that gate.

But Haruka, with some strange sense of desperation, wanted to break down that gate.

"I feel awful just knowing I'm here, with you, doing this... and just out of earshot is the girl you told me you were in love with." Haruka sighed a bit, eyes transfixed on the fire. Every lick of flame keeping his attention. Fitting indeed.

"Something in me is just not letting me tell her... I think-, I think that if I told Yukino about us... I'm sure she would never want anything to do with me. That's what scares me the most. And it's not like I can lie to her. Pretend we never happened." Haruka gripped around Hana a bit tighter, leaning back a bit, allowing Hana ease to lay on shoulder.

"I miss her." Haruka was afraid to admit it at first, but it was the honest truth. He missed her so much but there wasn't much to do about it now. Not realistically.

Hope:
"I miss her too."

Isabella, her idol persona, sure didn't, but Hana did in every sense. She let herself be at ease next to Haruka-kun. "I don't want to say that I don't like doing this.. I do, and you're great. It makes we wonder why we ended up with who we did instead of each other.. hehe... but it turned out that way. I'm more accepting of it now that I was a few days ago... I guess, if you were to leave me here." The flame gave off a light which glowed radiantly, causing a shadow to form from the mug that lay on the table, Miyuki's.

"You were the first person that I told when it came to my crush on Miyuki huh? Shoot the let me tell you haha, you know I'm the Princess of Cray and everything, but I want to be Miyuki's prince... but I feel like a failure when it came to her. I just want to run away from it, because seeing her sick reminds me of how useless I am, how little I can do and how weak I am to change a single thing... " She gave him a peck on the cheek. "Just when I thought that I've gotten so strong... well."

"This keeps me distracted from it, but I've accepted that it won't last forever... even though I want it to. Yet, like I said who cares about tomorrow... I'll enjoy the present. No matter what happens, suffering is waiting for us tomorrow."   

The longer this kept going, the more it ate away at her conscience and her own pride. Every time she saw Miyuki laying on the bed, unable to do much, it ate away at her heart. Her heart's been eaten up equal to the amount of days in a year. There's not much left. She then sat on Haruka-kun's lap, facing towards him with her right hand caressing his face.

"It's just that we need each other it seems... so no matter what, I promise that I'll be by your side to help you face whatever you need to face. Whether this be my sister...or - well, anything. I promise, even when this is all over."

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